Callie in front of wood stove Nov 3

First Helen, now Callie.

Well, we had hoped to have more time with Callie than this.  Just about 18 months after she developed a brain tumor and then had successful radiation treatment for it, we had to say goodbye to our plump little Dachshund yesterday.   

A couple of months ago Callie started having seizures again, but we had been able to keep them at bay with phenobarbitol and prednisone.  She had been doing so well on this protocol that this past weekend our biggest concern for her was taking an inventory of our phenobarbitol supply to make sure we could order more in time if we needed it. 

But on Tuesday morning when we got up, we found Callie was breathing hard; not gasping, but it took a lot of effort, and her sides were going in and out as she breathed.  So I drove her to our vet clinic in Whitefield that morning, and X-rays told us what was going on:  Callie was in congestive heart failure, and her chest had filled with fluid.  Our vet, Dr. Chris Plumley, also saw on the X-rays a very large mass in her abdomen that looked like the size of a golf ball — a new tumor.

Before Callie had her initial CT scan and then the MRI of her brain, our internal medicine specialist in Missoula, Dr. Dave Bostwick, had done a complete ultrasound scan of her abdomen and other organs, and Callie otherwise had a clean bill of health.  (I always loved the photo of her in that blog post — that was quintessential Callie!)  So all of this has developed in the past year. 

When Chris showed me Callie's X-rays, I was floored to see just how enlarged her heart had become … and I could see all the fluid built up in her chest.  Chris pointed out how the volume had even pushed her trachea out of place.  Chris said that animals can be going along seemingly just fine with congestive heart failure until they reach a tipping point, and then all of a sudden you reach a crisis point.  I looked over at Callie in the cage behind us, head bobbing up and down and sides going in and out with every breath, and realized what this meant. 

Chris gave her an injection of Lasix to try and pull some of the fluid out so she could be more comfortable overnight, but we didn't have much time.  I knew we wanted at least one more day with her, so I bundled her up and brought her home.  I called Alayne on the way with the news so she could be prepared.

On Tuesday night after dinner, we sat in the living room by the woodstove while Alayne held Callie on her lap and caressed her.  Callie had always adored Alayne more than anything or anybody in the world, and the two of them had a very special bond.  Nothing could make Callie happier than to be held by Alayne.  The next most special thing for her was eating, and third was grooming other dogs

But Tuesday evening, Callie hadn't wanted to eat … and that was the first time we'd ever seen her refuse a meal.  Her breathing continued to be labored.

On Wednesday morning, before we headed outside to start the daily chores, we put Callie on her bed in front of the wood stove in the dog room.  That's when I took the photo above.  This would be her last morning.  Early in the afternoon, Alayne drove Callie back to the vet clinic and was holding her when our vet, Dr. Nancy Lefavour, helped her slip away peacefully.  Callie came to us when she was 9 years of age, and we'd had her just one month shy of 5 years.

I know this is a sad post, and not the way we want to end the week … yours or ours.  But this video I took of Callie back in Montana is how we will always remember her — pretending not to hear us when it was time to go out for the last potty trip of the night.  After 225,000 views on YouTube, Callie has made plenty of people smile and laugh over this:

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137 responses to “We Lost Blind Callie, Too”

  1. Vicky Humbarger Avatar
    Vicky Humbarger

    I am so sorry to hear about Callie, I know you loved her and she knew that too. This post was hard on me, I have Dachshunds also. I read your web site every day. I am so sorry, losing two so close together is hard. My prayers and heart goes to you.

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  2. Julia Avatar
    Julia

    Oh, I’m so sorry for your loss. She was such a cutie.

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  3. Jerry S. Avatar
    Jerry S.

    Callie was one of your sweetest residents. You gave her five years of love, not to mention making her a star, and we grieve with you at her passing.

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  4. Linda Avatar

    Rest in peace, sweet Callie. You will be remembered and sorely missed.

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  5. Laura, Levi & Timmy Avatar
    Laura, Levi & Timmy

    Oh I’m so sorry to hear about Callie!! And so soon after Helen too!! You gave her a great last 5 years of her life that she more than likely would not have had. It doesn’t matter how long or short they are with us, they touch our hearts just the same. This is the hardest about having our animal friends, knowing when to let go. It never gets easier!! Big HUG from Montana.

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  6. Shirley, Gracie, Sunnie & Dieter Avatar
    Shirley, Gracie, Sunnie & Dieter

    We share your tears on the loss of the very special Miss Plumpette. Helen and the others have a new playmate at the Rainbow Bridge. Thanks to both of you for making Callie’s life the best that could be!

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  7. Moon Rani Avatar
    Moon Rani

    Oh dear, another loss, and this one so close to the last! I’m sorry about Callie. You gave her a great five years, and a lovely last day.

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  8. Aliza Avatar
    Aliza

    First my Kalie, now yours. I’m glad you got to say goodbye and she was held by the person she adored most in the world when she left it. My heart is still hurting for Helen and now this…I don’t know how you two do it…you are the strongest people I know.

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  9. Beth @ To the Fullest Avatar

    I hadn’t realized dear Callie wasn’t well. She was one of my favorites! Thanks for loving her.

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  10. bryantp Avatar

    I don’t believe our dogs cling to life but rather to life’s moments. She had some great moments.

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  11. Kathleen Rivard Avatar
    Kathleen Rivard

    That is so much loss in such a short time. It is made all the harder when you have fought so hard for them and then you find there is nothing more to do but help send them on their way. My tears and grief mingle with yours. Bless you yet once again.

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  12. Jo LaMore Avatar
    Jo LaMore

    I’m so sorry to hear about Callie.
    I’m glad you got to spend some time with her, loving her up before you had to let her go.
    Jo

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  13. denise Avatar

    It is always sad to lose a beloved animal and I believe you do good for those in need but I sit here in horror that you waited an extra day before you relieved her of her suffering. It is appalling…she was at her “tipping point” more than ready to go when you brought her in and saw her x-rays and what had happened to her poor little body…”not gasping, but it took a lot of effort…” “was in congestive heart failure,”… “the volume had even pushed her trachea out of place” …Shame on you.
    I know it’s hard, and we as humans often think of ourselves, as you’ve done here but you’ve made a commitment to rescue, to love and to take the very best care of them…for them, not for you.

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  14. Callie Avatar
    Callie

    Not to worry mom and dad, I’m up here in Heaven with Helen, Oscar and the whole gang. We are having a wonderful reunion. I now can see the flowers, birds and beautiful rainbows. Thank you for loving me so very much. I love you very much too. Try not to be too sad but instead remember that one day we will meet up again. XOXO, your little munchkin Callie.

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  15. Glenda Avatar
    Glenda

    Crying with you…

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  16. Maree in NZ Avatar
    Maree in NZ

    RIP dearest Callie.. I am thankful that you passed being surrounded by those who loved you..

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  17. Marla from KC Avatar
    Marla from KC

    I came to be a RDR fan and supporter through the YouTube clip of Miss Callie you posted. I have watched it several times since as well as posted it to my FaceBook account. She has always been one of my favorites. I thank you for not letting her suffer and making the end of her life as wonderful and loving as you could. Rest in peace my sweet Miss Callie…..you will be missed by all.

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  18. Maureen Bishop Avatar
    Maureen Bishop

    Steve and Alayne:
    I am so so sorry to hear about Callie..my heart just breaks for you two. I know how hard this
    is. Callie was my all time fav and the reason I found the Ranch
    was someone had sent a link to U tube —> Callie! Ive been following every blog ever since.
    Hugs and you are both in my thoughts and prayers. Again I am so sorry 😦

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  19. Lynn (in Louisiana) Avatar
    Lynn (in Louisiana)

    Thank you for posting the end of Callie’s journey. She had quite a few fans!! And I agree with Moon Rani, you two gave her a wonderful last day.

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  20. Rich Y Avatar
    Rich Y

    More tears shared with you all… for Helen & now for blind Callie. But also smiles while watching that video clip again 🙂 Also a smile as I picture her being greeted in heaven by RDR doggy friends & immediately starting to joyfully groom them.

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  21. Betsy Avatar
    Betsy

    My heart is so sad for you. To lose two of your sweet dogs so close together breaks my heart. I love what you do for these animals. They truly have a wonderful life at Rolling Dog Ranch.

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  22. Linda Avatar
    Linda

    So sad to have another pass on so soon. She is so adorable in the video! If most humans could be so at ease with life and enjoy the moments……..

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  23. Diane McCornack Avatar

    I am so sorry for your loss. What an angel she was, I know you will miss her terribly. Thinking of you with kind thoughts.
    Diane

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  24. Bob Avatar
    Bob

    We’ll miss Callie. Whenever I needed a laugh I took a look at Callie playing dead when she was too comfy to go out for last call. Her grooming hobby was also a treat. She had a great time at RDR and was a happy little girl.

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  25. Shirley Parr Avatar
    Shirley Parr

    Our sympathies and our tears are with you. She was such a dear soul.
    Shirley Parr
    Rock, Michigan

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  26. Cora Hellings Avatar
    Cora Hellings

    Callie,
    I love you so much! Thank you for giving us so many smiles.

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  27. Kate & Luke Avatar
    Kate & Luke

    I’ll never forget the time Callie wiggled her way into a dog cottage I was trying to clean, she was searching for any left over cookies or food there might be, I tried to get her out but it was like trying to catch a greased pig! Nearly impossible. such a sweet girl, Im very sad to hear shes gone. Hugs to you both.

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  28. Vicki Small Avatar

    What a sweetheart she was! I’m so, so sorry.

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  29. Cathy Silvestro Avatar
    Cathy Silvestro

    Another star shines brightly in the heavens, Callie has arrived safely home.

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  30. Billie Avatar
    Billie

    Poor Callie! I’m so sorry for your loss. I’m crying for her now.

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  31. Adele in the Bronx Avatar

    Wow, my heart goes out to you guys. Keep on keeping on…
    I never saw that video and I just laughed through it twice! Thanks!! Hilarious.

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  32. Lori Leduc Avatar

    I am sorry for your loss, but you can take comfort in the fact that you gave them the best. You were there for them when no one else could or would be. You are both very special people. I can’t imagine the pain you are feeling. Thank You fo what you do. We humans appreciate you and so do your charges.

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  33. Shirley * James/Portland, OR Avatar

    Sweet Callie–we are so sorry and grieve with you! You gave her five wonderful years although it’s never long enough. May the YouTube video always put a warm smile in your hearts. Words can never express how we feel.

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  34. Leila - Washington Avatar
    Leila – Washington

    Steve and Alayne, let any negative words from others bounce right off of you……you both put your hearts and souls into all those creatures God has put you in charge of. They couldn’t be more loved or protected. So sorry for the loss of your little Callie…..she was a darling!

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  35. Miranda Brooks Avatar
    Miranda Brooks

    I’m glad she got to cuddle with Alayne and feel all the love surrounding her. It’s so darn hard to lose one but to know these are the last few hours or minutes is just a heart breaker. We’re crying with you. Cyber hugs and thanks for loving her and caring for her.

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  36. Doe George Avatar
    Doe George

    Oh dear sweet Callie, I will certainly miss hearing about your antics. I was one of the 225,000 smiling and laughing because of you and the video! You are free, able to see all the wonders of heaven.
    Steve & Alayne my heart goes out to both of you.
    “We who choose to surround ourselves with lives even more temporary than our own, live within a fragile circle easily and often breached. Unable to accept its awful gaps, we still would live no other way. We cherish memory as the only certain immortality, never fully understanding the necessary plan”
    – Irving Townsend-

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  37. Evelyn Avatar
    Evelyn

    Oh my goodness. How terribly sad. What a lucky girl she was to spend her last 5 years being adored by you 2 and your volunteers. Your U Tube films about her show what a funny little girl she was. Rest in peace sweetie.

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  38. Alisa Avatar
    Alisa

    I hadn’t seen the Youtube video before, so I’m sitting here smiling, and crying, at the same time. So sorry about Callie…please know that we love you and appreciate you and share, in at least some small measure, your pain.

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  39. Dawn Moore Avatar
    Dawn Moore

    Many tears being shed for your losses as I sit here looking at my 14 y/o min pin Pebbles who also has CHF and my 6 y/o doxie Lola, who is plump and healthy. I know that my time with Pebbles is limited and it will break my heart to lose my precious girl.

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  40. Jan from Winnipeg, Manitoba Avatar
    Jan from Winnipeg, Manitoba

    You’ve had such a sad couple of weeks–my sympathies to you both. RDR meant life for both Helen and Callie–a longer, happier life with the best of everything; love, outstanding care, companionship and freedom from pain. That’s truly the best any dog (or human) can hope to have.

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  41. Lisa Brown Avatar
    Lisa Brown

    I’m so sorry Steve and Alayne. I don’t know how you do it, but am so grateful that you do. This story made me cry and laugh (the video). Yours is the only blog I’ve ever read, and I read it whenever I can. It soothes my soul.

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  42. Lynne Parker Avatar
    Lynne Parker

    Denise, shove it. You have no idea what it is like to do what Steve and Alayne do. How dare you imply they don’t put the animals first.
    Shame on you.

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  43. Ann Avatar
    Ann

    Oh, I’m so sorry to hear about sweet Callie especially right on the heels of losing Helen.
    Years ago I had a cat who had the same thing…he acted fine one minute and the next he had fluid built up, had a hard time breathing and had the congestive heart failure and I had to let him go. I also lost my 16 1/2 year old cattle dog in Seoptember and I’m still grieving as I had her for 14 1/2 years. I’m so glad I have my other 2 dogs with me just as you have all the other animals to help comfort you.
    To poster denise…there is no need to trip out on Steve. If the vet thought it wouldn’t be ok and told him not to take Callie home, I can guarantee that he wouldn’t have. The Lasix more than likely helped her enough to allow one more night with the 2 people who loved and cared for her all this time.

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  44. Carla Polastro-Nigro Avatar

    Oh no, not so soon after Helen!:-(°°°
    Thank you for posting Callie’s video again: what a wonderfully funny way to remember her!
    I’m sure she’s now breathing normally once again and running with her RDR companions, who were waiting for her at the Rainbow Bridge…
    Alayne & Steve: you’re in my thoughts and prayers.

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  45. ginger Avatar
    ginger

    Callie was so fortunate to be a resident of RDR! She got so much great love & wonderful care from you & Alayne, not to mention all of her fans. She will be missed, but she gave it her all. I’m so glad that Alayne was with her as she made her passage. Sending hugs to you both during this sad time. Thanks so much for all you do.
    Big hugs to all,
    ginger, Tobias & Tlingit

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  46. An Arizona Fan Avatar
    An Arizona Fan

    I am so very sorry about Callie’s passing, my heart goes out to you both; however, having said that I need to make a comment about Denise’s comment. I am appalled at you. I am very confident that Steve would not have made the decision to bring Callie home for one last day if BOTH he and the vet would have though it was a really bad choice. And besides, who are we too judge someone when we aren’t there to know all the circumstances ourselves. How sad that someone could write such a hurtful comment during another’s time of grief. Shame on you! Steve and Alayne do so much good work…more than most of us could or ever would do! The folks that need to be criticized are the people who desert these animals because of their disabilities in the first place. Case in point – Callie. “Callie’s owner moved away, taking all of her dogs with her except for one. For some inexplicable reason, she didn’t want to take Callie. Instead, she gave this blind Dachshund to a friend who – as it turned out – didn’t want a dog in the first place. Within a couple of days the friend took Callie to the Bitterroot Humane Association, and that’s when the shelter called us”.
    Steve and Alayne, thank you for all that you do! It’s wonderful that you both were in position in your life to be able to take on the challenge…and to make a real difference :=) Hug and kisses to all the critters!

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  47. Tracy B Avatar
    Tracy B

    So sorry for your loss. I enjoyed the stories and videos, and hold on to memories.

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  48. Sonja Avatar
    Sonja

    I am so sorry to hear about dear Callie. A thumbs up for what the 2 of you do……XOXOXO

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  49. Jessica, NL Avatar
    Jessica, NL

    So sad to read that one of the precious ones -and they are all precious!- is gone from you… Posting the video again is lovely and made me smile through the sadness.
    And, with the one ‘different’ comment, I disagree. Steve and Alayne always do everything with the best of intentions for the animal in mind and one last day with lots of cuddles and a chance to say goodbye can mean the world, to ALL involved…

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  50. Steve Smith Avatar
    Steve Smith

    Denise, one of the problems we have with doing a blog about the hard stuff like losing an animal is putting up with the second-guessing and mindless criticism we get from people who always seem to know better than we do … or than our vets do. Obviously we would not have brought Callie home if we or our vets thought it wasn’t the right thing to do. Our vet, in fact, encouraged us to spend some more time with her. One reason we rarely post about our losses any more is because we get so tired of these kinds of comments — from people who are always so quick to criticize or to question why we didn’t do this or that before we euthanized an animal. Usually I just delete them, but somehow your mean-spirited comment got past me. Shame on you for being so rude and thoughtless.

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