Sparky 2

Just a week after losing little Pip, we lost another recent arrival, blind Sparky. 

I had mentioned in his introductory blog post that we suspected he had hip dysplasia because of the way he walked with his hind legs. Our primary care vet thought at the time that it was from lack of muscle tone, since Sparky had been tied up most of his life and was also emaciated when he came. I mentioned then that Sparky was in constant motion, always cruising the dog yard and rarely resting. We thought that might have something to do with spending his life tied up, too. He was also incontinent, both with pee and poop, though yet again we initially attributed this to simply having been an outside dog, tied up and forced to live in his own waste, so he had become used to going whenever he had the urge. 

But as the weeks wore on and we finally began getting some weight on him, his hips seemed to deteriorate. At times he seemed fine, but other times he didn't have a normal gait in his hindquarters. 

Then, in recent days, he suddenly took another turn for the worse — he began dropping his hindquarters to the ground, yet he continued to try and keep moving. Then he began crossing his front legs over as he walked. And if he stopped moving, he'd sink over to the right. That's when we realized this was something far beyond a hip issue, and was neurological. 

On Friday, Alayne took Sparky to see our internal medicine specialist, Dr. Tanya Donovan, at Burlington Emergency and Veterinary Specialists. That's when we learned Sparky had both a brain tumor and lumbosacral disease. What we thought originally was hip dysplasia was in fact his lumbosacral disease, which that write-up says "is often confused with arthritis of the hips as the signs may appear similar." It also explained his incontinence.

Tanya said the brain tumor was causing the forelimb involvement, the general weakness in gait, his sinking to the right, as well as his need to be in constant motion. She said it's a perverse but often classic feature of brain tumors to cause an animal to keep moving, even if physically they can barely do so. All the signs we were seeing were consistent with an advanced brain tumor, Tanya said. We could try some medical management, but it would buy us at most a few days. In another week, Tanya told Alayne, we would probably begin seeing Sparky start having seizures.

We've been through two brain tumors — blind Pepper in 2008 and blind Callie in 2010 — and these never end well. Although radiation therapy gained us an additional 18 months with Callie, for nearly a year of that she wasn't her normal self. The treatment had taken a real toll on her, and the tumor came back anyway.

With Sparky suffering from both a brain tumor and spinal disease, we decided to let him go and not put him through any more. Tanya euthanized him Friday afternoon while Alayne held his head in her hands.

Like so many of these dogs who come to us, life had been so unfair to this boy. Here Sparky had a miserable life, finally found his way to a safe and loving place, and dies less than three months later.

He was such a sweet boy, too. On Friday morning Kate and I had been grooming him before putting him in the truck, and he was licking both her and me as we brushed him. He really had become very affectionate.

My favorite memory of Sparky was from a couple of weeks ago, when I saw him rolling in the green grass in the dog yard, stretched out on his back, front paws up by his face. He rolled and rolled and rolled. It was the happiest I'd ever seen him. At least we were able to give him that.

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57 responses to “One Week Later, Another Loss — Sparky”

  1. Michele Avatar

    I’m so sorry for your losses. But I imagine one day with you two makes up for a lifetime of unpleasant living. Thank you for blessing Sparky with your kindness and love.

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  2. Shirley Parr Avatar
    Shirley Parr

    My tears are rolling down as I write this. I am so deeply sorry for your recent losses, both Pip and Sparky. They both knew heaven on earth while they were with you. I hope in my next life I come back as one of your dogs!
    My heart is grieving for you. God Bless for all you have done for both of them and continue to do for all the other animals.
    Love and Hugs.
    Shirley Parr
    Four Winds Farm Sanctuary

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  3. Ashley Avatar

    I’m in constant awe of how you so consistently go through the circle of life with the animals. They truly are blessed to have the Farm to provide them a better life, for however long they are able to enjoy it. I’m so sorry for the number of losses you’ve had lately.

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    Amanda Petrie

    I am so sorry for your loss. Life just really stinks sometimes, doesn’t it. But he knew love at the end. And he had someone with him who loved him and held him and gave him a dignified ending. There are no words for how I feel about the work you do. RIP Sparky. We’ll see you on the other side.

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    Kathy Miller

    I am so glad you were there for that precious dog, if only for a brief time to show him unconditional love. There is nothing on this earth better than to love and be loved. I am so sorry for the anguish of his loss, but hope you take comfort in knowing that you brought him real joy. Cherish the memory of him rolling in the grass. My heart and appreciation goes out to you both for all you do.

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  6. John J. Keogh Avatar
    John J. Keogh

    R.I.P. Sparky. He came to RDF from hell and he is now in heaven where all animals deserve to go. Thank you for the time he had with you. These last three months were the only happy days of his life. May those who hurt him suffer for their sins.

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  7. Deb Ryan Avatar

    Because of you…Sparky died knowing he was worthy of love and that is the best gift you could give to any dog. I know how hard it is to let go of an animal you have only known a short time but nevertheless loved and fought for, God bless you guys!

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