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Dear little Puff died suddenly this evening in our vet clinic in Helena.  Puff had come to us two years ago as a tiny, sickly 4-week old kitten.  She had been dumped by the I-90 frontage road near Drummond, Montana.  The woman who called us about her said that if we couldn’t take her,
one of her relatives would shoot the kitten when he came back from an
out-of-town trip.  Ninety minutes later the woman arrived at the ranch.

Puff had the worst upper respiratory infection we’d ever seen.  She could barely breathe.  Her eyes were sealed shut, and her eyelids were filled with pus. 

We didn’t know if the kitten would survive, but we were certain she’d lose her eyes.  Thanks to some incredible veterinary care by our primary care vet, Dr. Brenda Culver, Puff not only lived but kept her eyes, too.  She was in the hospital for two long months while Brenda did multiple eye surgeries to  preserve her vision.  Puff’s eyes were so bad that Brenda initially had to slit the eyelids to drain all the pus out.  But the intensive care paid off, and Puff finally came home to the ranch.  We never really considered her disabled because she could see, but she ended up living in the cat house with the rest of the gang.

She continued to have repeated bouts of upper respiratory infections, and her eyes were always goopy, so we had to wash her face every day.  Puff’s breathing stayed a bit raspy.  Her left eye remained a problem because the eyelid kept trying to adhere to the surface of the cornea.  So tissue would eventually creep out across the eyeball and attach to the cornea.  Thus every few months we’d take her back to the clinic so Brenda could "clean up" the eye and remove the new growth of tissue.

That’s why I took her back to the clinic earlier this week (the same day I picked up Tibby and Fibby.) It was time for another of her routine eye surgeries.

I was out at the barns this evening at 6:15 when Brenda called and left a voicemail, asking us to call.  She didn’t say why, but I could tell from her voice that someone had died.  I’ve known Brenda for many years and she’s been through a lot of heartache with us, and I knew right away something terrible had happened.  We have three animals currently at the clinic — blind and deaf Blanca the Great Dane puppy, our old girl, blind Kenai, and Puff — and the only thought that raced through my mind was, "Which one?  How?"  I called Brenda right back.  She was, understandably, very upset when she told me what happened.

Puff’s pre-anesthetic blood work was perfect.  Her surgery had gone fine, just like the many others we had done.  The anesthesia, the drugs, the protocols … everything was the same as before.  All the monitoring systems during the operation had shown perfectly normal vital signs.  Puff was actually in recovery — lying in Brenda’s lap, in fact — when Brenda noticed Puff had just skipped a breath.  She pulled out her stethoscope to listen to Puff’s heart and discovered her heart rate had just plummeted.  And then, it stopped. 

Brenda and her vet techs tried to resuscitate her, but to no avail.  Brenda was, of course, distraught and stunned.  This was a cat that medically she knew as well as any animal she had ever treated.  This was routine surgery, performed nearly a dozen times before. 

So Brenda is doing a post-mortem tonight and she will also send tissue samples to a pathologist.  Between the necropsy that Brenda is conducting and what the pathologist finds, we should have a pretty good idea of why Puff died.

The photo of Puff was taken in June by Dawn Norris, a photographer from Boston who spent several days at the ranch photographing the animals.  Puff was always, in our mind, a kitten.  She was tiny, playful, and had an adorable, affectionate, kitten-like demeanor.  Whenever you picked her up, she’d purr and purr.  She was the sweetest little cat you could imagine.

Goodbye, little Puff.  We’ll miss you.

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26 responses to “Puff Died This Evening”

  1. Shirley & James, Portland, OR Avatar
    Shirley & James, Portland, OR

    Oh my…. what a shock. I’m so grateful that Puff didn’t suffer. Puff was a sweetie and the external kitten. I’m so glad you have this wonderful picture of her. There is no understanding only acceptance–which of course comes in time! I’m so, so sorry and sad. So much loss at the RDR and in my pet family too–it can be overwhelming! A Big Hug!

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  2. LuAnn Avatar
    LuAnn

    Oh little Puffster. I sure will miss you, you little munchkin. I am so thankful I was out there when I was home, as I always do the cat house and have gotten to know them all and Puff WAS a little purr miester! She was just the cutest little thing. So playful and such a love muffin. My heart and prays go out to you for all your losses recently. In light and love, LuAnn

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  3. Kae Avatar
    Kae

    Oh no. I am so so sorry. Dear little Puff.
    I have no words.
    My heart felt thoughts to you all at RDR.
    Little Puff will be remembered with love.
    Kae

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  4. Jenn Avatar
    Jenn

    dammit

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  5. Donna Avatar
    Donna

    I am so sorry for your loss of dear Puff. What a sweet soul she must have been! I know she is healed and happy at the Bridge, but my heart goes out to you both. Such a difficult few weeks for you! You are in my prayers.

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  6. Jessica, NL Avatar
    Jessica, NL

    O dear. She looks adorable, whiskers all pointed at the toy…
    Maybe she’ll be back for a healthy shot at the good life?
    My heart goes out to you, once more.

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  7. DebbieB Avatar
    DebbieB

    It’s been a rough summer for you guys! I hadn’t even heard of little Puff before…don’t know how I missed her…I have a great affinity for orange kitties. Please extend thanks to Dr. Culver for all of her hard work, too. I am so sorry for your loss; please don’t let it discourage you…maybe Puff will keep our new angel, Fiona, company at the Rainbow Bridge.

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  8. ginger & Tobias (the greythound) Avatar
    ginger & Tobias (the greythound)

    I am so sorry to read the sad news about Puff. If it hadn’t been for you & Alayne, that precious little kitty would have not had any life at all. She was so lucky to have been taken in by you at the RDR to get the excellent care & love. Although I know that you want to be with them when they go, she was in the lap of the Vet, & if anything could have been done, she was in the right place. She wasn’t alone in some cage, or even worse, beside I-90. You were her angels & she knew that you loved her.
    My thoughts are with you,
    ginger

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  9. Karen Avatar
    Karen

    I am so sorry for what you guys have been through the past several weeks or so. It makes it especially harder when it is one that isn’t old and sickly. We have been through that losing 4 in a year and one of those was sudden and couldn’t find a reason.
    My thoughts are with you. Remember all the good you are doing and the fond memories of each.
    God Bless You

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  10. Janet Avatar
    Janet

    RIP, Sweet Puff. You had a good life with Steve and Alayne and all your feline companions. You died in the presence of those who loved you very much, too, Dr. Brenda and all the vet techs.
    This has, indeed, been a very tough summer for RDR, but, truly, death is part of living and these animals’ lives and deaths have been very good.

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  11. Laura Whale Avatar
    Laura Whale

    Damn!! What a couple of weeks you guys have had!! It doesn’t matter whether they die suddenly or you know it is coming, it still hurts just the same!!
    Lots of hugs all around!

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  12. Clay Hickman Avatar
    Clay Hickman

    August has been a tough month with the loss of another friend, but we have many good years in the future thanks to the Ranch.

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  13. Jane Tunnicliff Avatar
    Jane Tunnicliff

    I held Puff in Aug. when I was there. I’ve thought about her many times since. She was indeed the sweetest cat. Her spirit certainly defied all the trauma and sickness that she had been through. I am so sorry and devastated.
    Our consolation is knowing that you gave her the best life possible.
    I share in your pain and will rememeber that sweetie.
    You guys are the best and thank you for your care.
    regards,
    Jane

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  14. KCBORRS Avatar
    KCBORRS

    I am so sorry to hear about Puff! These stories always bring tears to my eyes! She had 2 good years on this earth thanks to you and Alayne coming to her rescue! What a lucky little girl to have been given such a great gift…..RDR!! I am hoping and praying September is a better month for you! As always, thanks again for all you do for these precious animals!
    Karmen & the Zoo

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  15. Elaine Miller Avatar
    Elaine Miller

    My thoughts are for sweet Puff and also my prayers for you Steve & Alayne.Thank you for giving Puff a loving home and making her short time here happy.She looks like my kitty Lucky.Have fun chasing butterflies over the Bridge dear Puff,you are with the angels now.Love & Peace,Elaine,Jake&Brave

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  16. maggie Avatar
    maggie

    wow what an inspiring life that little kitten lived. what a fighter…im so sorry she had to go so soon.
    that is a wonderful picture. it helps when you have something to remember them by when they were happy and you were happy and you were all together.

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  17. Sabrina Avatar
    Sabrina

    Puff was one of my favorite residents that we met on our trip last summer. She was the neatest little grown-up kitten I’ve ever met….she will be missed!

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  18. kim Avatar
    kim

    I’m so sorry for your loss of Puff. She was a light & great energy that was improtant to Rolling Dog. Working at a vet clinic, I know that things like this sometimes just happen, with no warning. It’s hard on everyone involved, and my thoughts are with you all.

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  19. Boundforglory Avatar
    Boundforglory

    You’re hearts must be aching so; I’m terribly sorry to hear about Puff’s passing! What a sweet and inspiring girl she was; and will always be because of the life you gave her. Thank you for sharing her story.
    God speed, Puff….I know you’re spirit is being held in the highest and most loving place.

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  20. Carla Polastro-Nigro Avatar

    Dear Alayne & Steve, my heart goes out to you. What a ghastly summer of repeated losses for the RDR!:-( I feel truly awed by your moral strength in coping with so much heartbreak.
    Even though Puff’s life was cut far too short, I’m sure her two years on this earth were very special, filled with TLC. I can picture her now, purring away in God’s loving lap, her eyes and lungs perfectly healthy again!

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  21. Miranda Avatar
    Miranda

    We all know Puff had the best life possible and without you it wouldn’t even have been as long as it was. Thinking good thoughts for you both as you move through yet another loss.
    RIP Puff.
    Hugs, Miranda

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  22. Helen Rietz Avatar

    My heart aches. When we visited in July, Puff spent a lot of time in my arms and was very special. Like others who have written before me, I’m glad this precious kitty had at least a few years of physical comfort, play, and love. Thank you Steve and Alayne — and pass on our thanks to the Montana Veterinary Clinic vets, who truly do so much to help too, and who care.

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  23. heidi & the kitties Avatar
    heidi & the kitties

    no, no, no, not this sweet little one, so young. I can hardly speak.

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  24. Nina Avatar
    Nina

    I am soooo sorry to hear of yet another loss at the ranch. Puff looks so precious. Even though she had such a short time here on earth, you gave her lots of love and care and allowed her to know that there truly are true angels here on earth.

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  25. Sarah M Avatar
    Sarah M

    its been a rough few weeks for you guys 😦 I am thinking of you from NZ and hope you take comfort in the wonderful life you provide your animals.

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  26. Karen Avatar
    Karen

    Bye Puff. So sorry guys…….so sorry!

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