Briggs in truck with catheter

Early on Saturday morning when we let the dogs out, Alayne noticed Briggs, our blind and wobbly Beagle, kept falling over after he did his business.  He'd been standing up normally at first, but he was suddenly struggling.  Briggs was unsteady at the best of times, but he could always get up and stand again, even if he swayed back and forth a bit.  On Friday night he had seemed fine, had eaten his dinner with gusto, and had been wobbling around the living room.

Alayne went over to help him, and saw that his front feet were knuckling over when she tried to stand him up.  He kept going limp whenever she picked him up.  So Alayne brought Briggs inside and set him in front of the water bowl in the living room.  She went back out to find me and told me something was wrong.  After we finished letting the dogs out, I went inside and found Briggs still by the water bowl.  I picked him up and he went limp.  I carried him over to a bed and did a simple neuro exam to see what the issue was with his feet.  Sure enough, his front feet knuckled over every time I moved them, and he couldn't bring them back into position.

I asked Alayne to get a thermometer, and a minute later we were shocked to see it register 105.2°.  I did it again, and got 105°.  Yikes.  I asked Alayne for a different thermometer, just in case the first one was off, but the second themometer read 105.4°.  I called our vet clinic in Whitefield to tell them we had an emergency and were on the way in.  Alayne went to clear snow off the truck and warm up the engine while we got the back seat ready for Briggs. 

A short while later I was at the clinic, where Dr. Chris Plumley and vet tech Kim C. were waiting for us.  I explained Briggs' medical history and everything he had been through.  They also got a 105.4° reading, and during the physical exam Chris thought Briggs was uncomfortable when he palpated his lower abdomen.  Chris told me that the best case scenario would be an "opportunistic, severe and overwhelming infection" of some sort — i.e., at least something treatable — but he feared it was more likely to be a tumor.  I asked whether I should rush him to the critical care clinic in Burlington, Vermont, where our internal medicine specialist is, and Chris thought that would be where Briggs could get the best intensive care given his condition. 

After giving him some injections for pain, Chris and Kim hooked Briggs up to an IV drip so I could give him fluids during the trip to Burlington.  I drove home to pick up some things for the road trip and also so Alayne could see him one more time.  I didn't know how this was going to end, but I didn't have a good feeling.  Briggs has always been one of the very special ones, and Alayne and he were incredibly close.  I wanted her to have some quiet time alone with him.  While I gathered my things, she sat in the back seat of the truck with Briggs, talking to him and making over him.  I took the photo above of Briggs just before leaving for Burlington.

At the emergency clinic, the bad news came very quickly.  After the attending vet took X-rays, a radiologist also did an ultrasound, and both sets of images revealed multiple malignant tumors engulfing Briggs' liver and colon.  The vet told me Briggs' "entire abdomen is riddled with tumors."  Both she and the radiologist believed there was no treatment possible, and they recommended we euthanize our little Beagle that afternoon.

My eyes filled with tears.  The vet asked me, "Have you done this before?"  I paused, and finally said, "Way too many times."  But I told her I would need to call Alayne and talk with her first.

So I called Alayne and broke the news to her, and soon we were both crying.  I told her I would call her back when it was over.  A few minutes later the vet returned to the room, syringes in hand.  One was to flush the catheter Briggs already had in his arm, the second was a sedative, and the third was the euthanasia drug itself.  The vet had barely started pushing the plunger on the euthanasia syringe when I felt Briggs slip away.  He was, I could tell, ready to go. 

He had come to us just under three years ago, with painful bulging eyes, and needed surgery for them.  But then we found out he had kidney disease from Rocky Mountain Spotted Fever which had never been treated, and we learned it was the Spotted Fever that had caused his blindness and the neurological damage that made him wobbly.

Briggs had, it was clear, been through a lot.  And his twin disabilities made him one of the most physically compromised animals we've cared for over the years.  But none of that ever kept him down or depressed, and he was as loving and spirited as any dog we've ever had.  Indeed, Briggs thought he was the quintessential ladies' man, and no amount of rebuffs from the fairer sex could convince him otherwise. 

We had hoped to have this special little guy a lot longer than three years, but three years was all we were destined to get.

Goodbye, wobbly boy.  We will always miss you.

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116 responses to “Briggs Died Yesterday”

  1. Sara Avatar

    So sorry to hear of your loss. I admire you both for taking such good care of these sweet dogs and cats…

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  2. Karen Linot Avatar
    Karen Linot

    Oh guys. I am so sorry. Please know that you gave Biggs a alot of love and a special life. Hang on to the memories just like all the others. Again sorry to hear about Briggs.

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  3. Linda Murphy Avatar
    Linda Murphy

    I’m crying too. Anyone with a pet who has had to be put to sleep shares that hurt with you. He had a wonderful 3 years and left in loving arms.

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  4. Cathy Silvestro Avatar
    Cathy Silvestro

    There are no words to convey my sorrow for your loss…..

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  5. Kevin Kennaugh, Montana Avatar
    Kevin Kennaugh, Montana

    Steve and Alayne,
    I was very sad when I read your post about Briggs. My deepest sympathies to you both. Losing a special dog is so hard and like you said, you’ve done it “way too many times”. But with the passing come the wonderful memories that will always be with you. You took in Briggs and gave him a wonderful, comfortable, and loved life. You guys are truly special people and I commend you for what you do! Thank you for what you do.

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  6. Allison Avatar
    Allison

    My heartfelt condolences to you and Alayne. I cry every time I read that one of your charges moves on over the rainbow bridge. Hang in there, Steve. Hugs from Texas.

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  7. jen Avatar

    I’m so sorry for Briggs’ loss. I envy the work you both do, even more so that each any ever animal passing still makes you cry. You guys are amazing, these animals are so lucky.
    It’s incredible how dogs are… they can be failing in health for years but hold on until they just can’t anymore. Do they hold on for us?
    I know he taught you a lot, and I hope you guys find peace in his passing.

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  8. Diane McCornack Avatar

    I am so sorry for your loss. It never gets easier and hurts just as deeply each time. You two are special souls and if ever given the chance to meet you and your brood I will feel very lucky. Comfort to you both at this time and for the other pups who will be missing him.
    Diane

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  9. Kim (mom Beaglebratz) Avatar

    I am so very sorry to read about Brigg’s crossing the Rainbow Bridge – I think I have a kind of idea how Alayne is feeling over the passing of Brigg’s. I can see Brigg’s now – just romping over a green meadow under a blue sky just the other side of the Rainbow Bridge – running up to all the ladies to introduce himself – running steady as a young pup and being able to see all around him. I read your post about him back in May, 2008 – he sounded like a real fighter, didn’t want to stop fighting yesterday but I know what that “limp” feeling is like after that last shot by the vet – the fight had worn him out like it did my Angel Oreo a few years ago. And yes, they are ready. Please know that my thought and prayers are with you all.
    PS – It is said that in the Beagle world, when one of their own crosses the Rainbow Bridge, an ARROOOOOOOOOO is heard across the sky that comes from the Beagles left behind.

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  10. Leila - Washington Avatar
    Leila – Washington

    No words can express the sorrow of loss……..feeling it with you……he was a sweetheart and will be missed as much as he was cherished. Our hearts are with you.
    Leila and Cliff

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  11. Kylie Avatar
    Kylie

    This is so saddening. But at least the last 3 years of his life were by far the best.
    The animals who pass only make room to save more lives.
    I’m sure that Briggs would be glad to share that role
    Goodbye little Briggs, you’ll never be forgotten!

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  12. Penny Avatar
    Penny

    Sweet Briggs… you will be missed greatly little one. Everyone keep voting in honor and memory of little Briggs!

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  13. Melissa Avatar
    Melissa

    I am so sorry for your loss. Briggs’ escapades with the ladies was always good for a chuckle. Rest in peace little man and we will see you on the other side.

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  14. j Atchison Avatar
    j Atchison

    I am so sorry for you both – Briggs was special. I hope and pray for both of you. I know this is hard.

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  15. Elssa Avatar
    Elssa

    So very difficult no matter how many times one goes through it. I’m sorry.

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  16. Karla Avatar
    Karla

    Steve and Alayne,
    I am so sorry to read this. Briggs’ blog posts have always been so enjoyable. He will be missed by many.

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  17. Mary Avatar
    Mary

    I am so sorry to hear that sweet Briggs has gone to the bridge.Every post about him over the past 3 years had made me smile. What a wonderful boy he was and what a wonderful life he had with you. I know these times are so very trying for you and you have my deepest sympathy. The depth of your love for these animals only makes the pain that much deeper when you say good by. Thank you for all that you do. You two are the best of the best.

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  18. Bob Avatar
    Bob

    I remember Briggs playing a role in a lot of your blog posts. He was a great little guy and loved RDR.I always got a kick out of Briggs trying to charm any new female talent that arrived at the Ranch. he didn’t have a great deal of luck but I am sure in his mind the next try to win over the fair sex was sure to work. Remember you gave him 3 great years and he was happy and having fun right ’til the end.

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  19. Maree in NZ Avatar
    Maree in NZ

    Oh sweet, sweet Briggs.. RIP little man.. you were loved by many. Steve and Alayne – my heart goes out to you. Thank you for giving this darling boy three joyful years of love.

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  20. Janet in Cambridge Avatar
    Janet in Cambridge

    I am so saddened to hear of Briggs’ sudden illness and death. RIP, sweet boy. You were loved.

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  21. Laura, Levi & Timmy Avatar
    Laura, Levi & Timmy

    So sorry to read about Briggs!! As everyone else has said, you gave him a wonderful three years he wouldn’t have had otherwise. I know you miss him terribly!! Big Hug to you both!!

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  22. Mauro Salles Avatar
    Mauro Salles

    Farewell and godspeed, dear child… 😦 😦

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  23. Tricia Taylor Avatar
    Tricia Taylor

    I’m so sorry to hear about little Briggs. Your posts on him always brought a smile to my face. My thoughts are with you.

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  24. Marla from Kansas City Avatar
    Marla from Kansas City

    Those of us who cry (or at a minimum “tear up) with each RDR passing or illness cannot begin to imagine how difficult it must be for the two of you. Like you said, and others have confirmed….the animals know when there time is up. Briggs made the most of his time with you, even though it was brief. I wish you as much peace as possible over his passing.

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  25. Linda Avatar

    Sweet Briggs, rest well. Soon you’ll be running and chasing and feeling utter joy.
    Steve and Alayne, I lost my boy, Jack, to lymphoma in November. He, took, had trouble standing that last morning and I suspect when he came out of remission a few weeks before, the cancer quickly spread. Your description of Briggs that last morning sounded eerily familiar. I think we both made the right decision for our lovely boys.
    I know Briggs has lots of friends “up there” already, but I hope Jack is now one of them.
    My heart goes out to you both.

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  26. Doe George- Indiana Avatar
    Doe George- Indiana

    This one took my breath away. Steve and Alayne I am truly sorry for your loss.
    Briggs has earned his wings, but not before making quite an impact on all of us.
    Thank you for sharing Briggs with us, I will always remember Sweet Briggs the “ladies man” and his many escapades!
    The price you pay is high opening your hearts & home to those who truly need it, investing your emotions and love on those who are beyond deserving.
    My thoughts and prayers are with you today.

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  27. Michele, Rick, Lucky, Jester, Bobo, Digger and Spaz Avatar
    Michele, Rick, Lucky, Jester, Bobo, Digger and Spaz

    I am so sorry.. you two are amazing people.

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  28. Valerie Avatar
    Valerie

    Oh you dear dear little soul…..God Bless you…my heart is breaking for you all…you were all fortunate to have eachother for whatever period of time it was going to be….

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  29. Julie Avatar
    Julie

    It was so sad to see Briggs’ picture and to read that he had gone to the Bridge. I’m going to miss that funny little beagle’s stories. ((HUGS)) to you both at this sad time.

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  30. Cassie Betz Avatar
    Cassie Betz

    Steve & Alayne, I am SO sorry to hear about Briggs! What a little trooper he was. Thinking of you, and hoping your memories with him will help you get through this.

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  31. Barb Ribinski Avatar
    Barb Ribinski

    Briggs had a wonderful three years and was a happy dog. He will always be a true ladies man in my eyes, wobbly as he was. We will all miss your blogs about him. My heart goes out to you both.

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  32. Moon Rani Avatar
    Moon Rani

    I’m so sorry about Briggs. His three years with you were wonderful. He certainly had his paws full trying to romance every female dog he met at RDR. I never tired of reading about that.

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  33. Peggy Avatar
    Peggy

    I’m so sorry to hear about Briggs slipping away. It might have only been three years, but I’m sure it was the happiest years of that little guy’s life. Briggs lived in pain for a long time because of his eye problems and you can feel good you saved him from that and let him be the happy little dog he became. My thoughts are with you both.

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  34. Roxie Avatar
    Roxie

    Alayne & Steve, I am so deeply sorry for your loss. No words are ever enough.

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  35. Shirley * James/Portland, OR Avatar

    Oh no Captain Briggs. I’m so sorry! My heart breaks for Alayne and you. Briggs knew such happiness and love with you both and the RDR residents. So sorry!!!!!

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  36. Ann Avatar
    Ann

    I always cry when I read that one of the RDR family has left us to go to the Rainbow Bridge. R.I.P. sweet Briggs, you were a such a character being the resident “Cassanova”.
    Steve and Alayne, you do so much to give a new life and all your love to all who are in your charge. What you do is second to none. My thoughts are with you at this very sad time. Sending love from South Carolina.

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  37. bregda (bloemfontein, south africa) Avatar
    bregda (bloemfontein, south africa)

    I’m so sorry for your loss. He was a special one (they all are, aren’t they), I loved his determination and confidence with the girls – it shows he was happy and contented, he could be himself. You gave him a loving and safe home – and he knew it.
    We’ve been having quite a wet and watery time of it down here below the equator, with flooding almost everywhere, but still reading and voting everyday.
    Take care of yourselves and keep warm. Hugs & love xoxo

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  38. Carla Polastro-Nigro Avatar

    I know your hearts are broken (once again!), but imo you did the right thing, sparing Briggs more suffering.
    He must have found so many welcoming friends at the Bridge… He’s watching over you right now, remembering the glorious three years he spent with you. I’m sure he’s missing you too…
    A huge hug to you both from Italy.

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  39. Muffy Avatar
    Muffy

    So sorry to hear hugs you all I remember his story when first he came to you. My heart if with you

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  40. Dee Avatar
    Dee

    My tears are falling as I write. It is so difficult to say goodbye and you all took such good care of Briggs. Thanks for all you both gave him. Goodbye sweet Briggs.

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  41. Diane Breen Avatar
    Diane Breen

    It just doesn’t seem to matter how many times we have to say good-bye, it doesn’t get any easier. Especially for those with giant hearts for the souls that make our lives complete.
    Brigg’s was one of the lucky souls that got to live out his last few years in heaven on earth with two people that provided him with such good care and the most love one could ever hope for.
    I sincerely hope you can find some comfort in knowing you gave him the best and that now he is running and playing pain free while seeing all around him.
    Diane

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  42. Sylve Davis Avatar
    Sylve Davis

    It is never easy to let go of an animal that has been part of day to day life – whether for a month or multiple years. We can only take comfort in knowing that we did the best for them during the time they chose to share with us. That we must ultimately let them slip into pain-free peace is also part of that care. Thank you Steve and Alayne for the love and dignity you give these most special of God’s creatures.

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  43. adele Avatar

    Very sorry for your loss. You gave him a good life. Thank you for that, and take care.

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  44. Glenda Avatar
    Glenda

    I continue to cry with you…
    Thank you, for giving special little Briggs the love and joy in life he was so very worthy of!
    No greater love~

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  45. Rebecca Avatar

    God bless you for all the work you do and opening your hearts to these wonderful animals. Briggs died a happy man with loving people by his side.

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  46. Toby Avatar
    Toby

    So sorry for your loss. We all love our pets as family. Thank you for giving Briggs such a good life and loving him. Thanks for all you do for all the animals.

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  47. Linda P. Avatar
    Linda P.

    My condolences to you and Alayne. We’ve lost three dogs through the years, and I know each loss is so differently painful. On behalf of all the dogs who have and will live at RDR, thank you for all the pain you are willing to accept at the outset, knowing full well how it will wrench you.

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  48. Nancy Longfield Avatar
    Nancy Longfield

    Dear Alayne and Steve,
    So very sorry about your loss of Briggs.
    With loving thoughts and prayers,
    Nancy and Ladybug in SC

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  49. Anne in FL Avatar
    Anne in FL

    My heart aches for you in your loss. Loosing loved ones leaves little holes in your heart. May the memory of all you did for him and all the love he brought you help ease your sorrow. Rest in peace little sweet Briggs.

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  50. Becky in Bedford NH Avatar
    Becky in Bedford NH

    Rest in peace sweet Briggs. Know you will be missed and our lives are better having known you – if only through Steve and Alayne’s Blog.

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