Patti with Dr Harnett

It was just over a week ago that Alayne and I had been talking about blind Patti's remarkable health — since her initial eye surgery after coming to us way back in 2003, we couldn't remember another trip she made to the vet clinic other than for routine care like dentals.

Maybe we shouldn't have said anything.

Last Sunday evening, as I was bringing Patti into the house for dinner from her yard, I noticed she wasn't her usual bouncy, springy self — she usually bounds through the gate and twirls, happy to be going in for supper. But she almost meekly went through the gate, as if she didn't have any energy. I had to take her by the collar and guide her up the ramp to the back door. A few minutes later it was clear she wasn't interested in eating. The next day she seemed better; her temperature remained normal, there was never any vomiting or diarrhea, and no outward signs of anything wrong. Just not her usual energy. The only other odd thing we noticed on Monday was that she wasn't lying in her favorite spots in her yard, but was picking some unusual locations. Something wasn't right.

I called our vet clinic in Whitefield for an appointment; they didn't have any openings until Wednesday, but we could drop her off on Tuesday morning and our vet, Dr. Chris Plumley, would take a look at her in between other appointments. Only a few hours after Alayne left her at the clinic, Chris called. He had already managed to do an abdominal ultrasound and found a large mass on Patti's spleen. He could operate to remove her spleen, but he cautioned that he couldn't tell from his ultrasound whether the mass had spread elsewhere. If it had, we might be putting her through surgery unnecessarily. The mass could be benign and limited to the spleen, or it could be cancer and might have spread throughout her abdomen. 

I told Chris I wanted to take Patti to our internal medicine specialist in Burlington, Vermont, Dr. Bryan Harnett, for more detailed diagnostic imaging. My hunch was that we weren't looking at a benign mass limited only to the spleen. I didn't want to have her opened up, only to get a call while she's on the operating table, saying they had found other organs were involved and we probably shouldn't wake her up from anesthesia. (We've been in that terrible situation before.)

In the meantime, I asked Chris to go ahead and run a full blood panel on Patti, so I could have it ready for Bryan's consultation. I called his clinic for an appointment, and Bryan's first opening was Thursday morning. When Alayne went to pick up Patti and brought home her blood work, I took one look at the results and thought, "uh oh." Several values were off-the-chart low.

I scanned the blood work in on Tuesday evening and emailed it to Bryan. I told him that I had an appointment with him for Thursday but thought he should see the lab results in case he decided we should do anything different before then. At 8 p.m., he emailed back, asking us to bring in Patti as soon as we could on Wednesday and he'd fit her into the schedule.

So on Wednesday morning, we bundled Patti into the back seat of the truck and Alayne headed to Burlington with her. Alayne took the photo above of Bryan doing a physical exam on Patti.

With his advanced imaging, Bryan was able to determine that the mass had spread throughout Patti's abdomen — to her liver and intestines, including the mesentery, the tissue that connects parts of the small intestine to the back wall of the abdomen. She was, in fact, riddled with multiple masses. He concluded that this was most likely hemangiosarcoma, a cancer that is so aggressive that she could have developed it only within the past two weeks … but certainly within the past two months. 

There was, in short, nothing we could do for her at this point except keep her comfortable with pain meds. The episode of lethargy we saw on Sunday and Monday, Bryan said, was probably from one of the masses rupturing; as her body reabsorbed the blood and fluids, she began to feel better — and indeed, the rest of this week she's almost been her old self. She's eating, her tail is wagging, and she looks downright happy … just as she did right up until last Sunday.

But this will be a repeating cycle, and we may only have a couple of weeks left before having to let her go.

For the girl who's been the picture of pefect health for so many years, we were stunned at the sudden reversal of fortune. Long time blog readers know that she has been one of our "icons" here. She came to us after suffering unimaginable pain and abuse, but through her very sweetness and affectionate nature, she showed us how animals are immensely capable of forgiving — if not forgetting — what people have done to them. 

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67 responses to “Patti’s Diagnosis”

  1. Shirley * James/Portland, OR Avatar

    Oh no—not Patty”cakes!” My heart is broken.

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  2. Melinda Avatar
    Melinda

    I will be sending good thoughts your way for Patti and her ultimate comfort over this next stage! So sorry for your sudden difficult news…

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  3. Lynn (in Louisiana) Avatar
    Lynn (in Louisiana)

    Thank you for allowing us to prepare to say goodbye to old friend. I know you will keep Patti comfortable and help her move on when the time comes.
    I hope somehow you, Alayne and Patti can feel the love many of us send your way ~

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  4. Moon Rani Avatar
    Moon Rani

    I thought of pretty Patti only last week. I always shudder when I think of the story her poor head tells. Please give Patti an extra-warm hug for me. I’m sorry that you have this sad situation, and sorry that Patti hasn’t more time to snooze in her favorite spots and bound in for more feedings.

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  5. Marla in Kansas City Avatar
    Marla in Kansas City

    Sweet Patti girl. What a horrific way you lost your eyes but life has been good to you every since. I came home today to find my dog limping a bit and have been fretting all night over it. Your story reminds me that there are so many things worse that I am not facing (like Steve and Alayne are). I know they will do right by you and not let you suffer any more pain than you have already had to endure. Go in peace sweet pup.

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  6. Miranda Avatar
    Miranda

    You’ve found out and can give her a few more good days with pain meds. On her last day, make it great one. Whatever game she likes, whatever food she likes, give her a good send off. Best Wishes on having to deal with it all.

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  7. Beth Scagnelli-Morey Avatar

    Oh no sweet Patti! 😦

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  8. Valerie Avatar
    Valerie

    God Bless you dear girl…I will be fighting for you right alongside your mom and dad and the rest of your family…lots of love, Valerie xoxoxox

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  9. Ann Avatar
    Ann

    I had just started to type and then I read what Lynn in Louisiana wrote and I couldn’t have said it any better than she did, as those were my exact thoughts as well.
    Sweet Patti has had such a wonderful life since coming to live at RDF and the love that you and Alayne show her has made all the difference in the world for her. I know how difficult this is for you and I’m sending positive vibes and prayers your way.

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  10. Chloe Avatar

    Kisses to you Patti! You are a beautiful, sweet girl and deeply loved.
    We wrap you in love and light.

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  11. Leila - Washington Avatar
    Leila – Washington

    My heart and prayers are with all of you….she has been a real blessing and lesson in forgiveness. Enjoy deeply the rest of the time you have with that sweet girl and thanks for all the love and care you have given her.

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  12. Carla Polastro-Nigro Avatar

    I’m so terribly sorry for Patti (and for you two, of course)!:-(°°°
    I’m also positive you’re going to make her last days or weeks on this earth as pleasant and comfortable as possible, before letting her go to a place where the concept of pain does not even exist.
    I’ll keep you and sweet Patti in my thoughts and prayers.

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  13. Jessia, NL Avatar
    Jessia, NL

    A very sad outcome to the tests, but in a way a warning to have some last sweet time with her… she’s had it GREAT all those years, I’m so happy she’s been with you instead of leaving on that Friday long ago!

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  14. Sandra Avatar

    So sorry to read of such bad and sad news 😦 I hope your time with her is extra special.

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  15. Marie Dalzell Avatar
    Marie Dalzell

    I am so sorry to read this. My thoughts are with all of you at terrible time. Gentle love to Patty

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  16. Ashley Avatar

    Poor, sweet Patti and y’all. Sending lots of good thoughts your way.

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  17. Mary H. Avatar
    Mary H.

    Ditto what Lynn in Louisiana wrote. Also, special prayers of comfort going to you and Patti. I still believe the joy they bring outweighs the sorrow at saying goodbye, but some days I wonder………..

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  18. Lisa K. - San Diego Avatar
    Lisa K. – San Diego

    We know you take such loving care of each animal, and how something like this tears at your heart as it does ours. Just writing about it must be difficult Steve, and we thank you for taking the time to tell us. May Patty’s precious life finish well, in the loving surroundings that you and Alayne have provided for her.

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  19. Laura, Levi & Timmy Avatar
    Laura, Levi & Timmy

    I’m so sorry to read about Patty. At least you can give her some extra loving before the big day arrives!! 😦 She has defied the odds for sure! Give her a big hug for me and one to you both as well. I will be thinking of you all.

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  20. Kristi Gross Avatar
    Kristi Gross

    Bless her sweet heart. Praying that the remainder of Patti’s days will be happy and comfortable for her. I know they will be filled with love. Hugs to all.

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  21. Linda Murphy Avatar
    Linda Murphy

    Heartwrenching….she’s so lucky to spend her time with you all…god bless.

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  22. HLRietz Avatar
    HLRietz

    If ever I find myself angry or insulted by some affront, I will try to remember Patty. If she could forgive humanity for what happened to her, open her heart again, and find new love and joy — so can we all. I wish you and Patty a blessed last few days together.

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  23. Colleen & Wes Vermillion Avatar
    Colleen & Wes Vermillion

    It seems that Lynn (in Louisiana) has spoken for all of us. Please know how much both of you, Alayne and Steve, are loved and admired.
    We lost our little yorkie Megan to hemangiosarcoma (on her right atrium and spread to her brain and thyroid) on Feb. 9th. One morning she had a little cough and we lost her that afternoon. This cancer leaves not one single option.
    Megan was the all-time sweetest little dog we have ever had and she’s patiently waiting for sweet Patti to come and play…

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  24. Dawn Avatar
    Dawn

    Ah Patti, sweet thing who has been through so much. I will be thinking about you all. I’m so glad she has been with you to know love.

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  25. Angela Avatar
    Angela

    Patti is such a beautiful girl in this picture with her orangish hues on her face. And I am so glad she got to give and receive love after a sad start that you describe. I know you will have the strength to wrap her in all your love and peace while she makes her final effort.

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  26. Peggy Avatar
    Peggy

    Thank goodness Patty got to have such a wonderful life when she got to Rolling Dog Farm. And thank goodness she has such wonderful people like you, Steve and Alayne, to be there for her as she goes through these final days. My heart goes out to you as you say goodbye to your beautiful girl.

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  27. Ev Avatar
    Ev

    Poor ol’ girl. I know that you all will make the right choice, as you always do. Go in peace dear Patty.

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  28. Linda Avatar

    Prayers and much love to you, Patty. No worries, honey. Steve and Alayne will always take good care of you. We love you from afar.

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  29. Tracye Avatar
    Tracye

    Sweet Sweet Girl – she has endiured so much in her life before Rolling Dog gave her life and love back. Make these few days with her all about her – sending HUGE hugs for Patti from Alberta.

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  30. Tagati Avatar
    Tagati

    Oh no, so sorry to hear about Patty. I lost Keanu, my beautiful Aussie to that dis-ease three years ago (he was just five years old) and understand how rapidly it progresses.
    So glad that Patti has had such a good life with you and was able to know such love.
    Mahalo.

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  31. MarySue Carl Avatar
    MarySue Carl

    I can’t tell you how much my heart aches as I read this. Patti is such a sweet girl and you have given her so much. She is loved and knows it. Having been through this myself, I know that keeping them happy and comfortable is all we can do. Bless you and Alayne as you travel this very difficult road and may you find comfort in all the virtual arms embracing you.

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  32. Lisa Lashaway Avatar
    Lisa Lashaway

    I’m so sorry about Patti. It sucks. Big XO to her and you both and to her canine friends.

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  33. Betsy Avatar
    Betsy

    I know you will give Patti so much care and attention for her final days. She will know and feel your love, as she has for the time she has been with you. Again, I am amazed that you can go through this time after time. My heart would be so broken. I am hugging my dog more than ever today.

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  34. Regis Dalton Avatar
    Regis Dalton

    Steve and Alayne – You do everything possible for all your angels. She has a wonderful, rich live with you and her buddies after the awful life pre-RDR. I’ll pray for a miracle for the sweet big girl.

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  35. Roxie Avatar
    Roxie

    A&S, My heart goes out to you and your sweet girl Patti. I hope she can bask in a few more sunny, quiet days with you. HSA stole my 11-year old dog last year. So sudden.

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  36. Tonya Allen Avatar
    Tonya Allen

    Oh, I’m so sad to hear this. But I’m glad you were able to avoid the terrible situation you went through before, and will at least have some final time with Patti. I just re-read her story and she certainly is a shining example of how dogs can still forgive and trust, and learn how to live with a disability. An icon indeed. You have given her a wonderful life.

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  37. ginger Avatar
    ginger

    I’m so sorry to read this post about sweet Patti. I know that you and Alayne will give her only the best as she gets ready to pass over the rainbow bridge. Please be good to each other as well, my heart goes out to each of you.
    Hugs all around, esp. Patti,
    ginger, Tobias & Tlingit

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  38. Barbara Techel Avatar

    My heart is with you, Alyane and Patti. Such a beautiful gift that sweet girl has been to you. My neighbors dog has the same thing. Her spleen actually ruptured in August and it is cancerous. They told them she has 2-6 months.
    Thinking of all of you. Hugs to Patti.

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  39. Hayley - Australia Avatar
    Hayley – Australia

    Darling Patti – you are in wonderful hands with Alayne and Steve (although I am sure you have already worked that out by now). I hope that your remaining days continue to be happy and pain free and full of a little bounce and spring.
    Alayne and Steve – I can never thank you for all that you both do. I am continually amazed at you both – you are wonderful and inspirational!
    I will keep you all in my prayers during Miss Patti’s last days – lots of love to you all.

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  40. Kathleen Rivard Avatar
    Kathleen Rivard

    I’m so sorry you two have to say good by to yet another of your sweet babies. I don’t know how we ever prepare for it. I resent every time someone I love is taken from me. I weep for all three of you and bless the two hearts that continue to put themselves and their hearts on the line for their beloved charges.

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  41. Diane Bowlin Avatar
    Diane Bowlin

    Steve and Alayne..Once again blessing on you and Rolling Dog Farm…Mostly on dear sweet Patti, such a brave wonderful girl. I hope for all your sakes you get to have a few more wonderful wakeup days with such a forgiver. I wish you, Alayne, RDF, and of course Patti peaceful happy days for as long as she has…she will be missed

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  42. Phyllis Snow Avatar
    Phyllis Snow

    How Sad! At least she has you two and your NH vets to make the proper decisions for her. Give Patti a big hug for me and keep one for each of you two.
    Phyllis

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  43. Stephanie Ortona Avatar
    Stephanie Ortona

    I know it is hard to lose a loved one. I just lost my cat we saved 11 years ago. But be happy that she made her way to you. That she will live her remaining days being loved and cared for. Bless you for all that you do.

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  44. Sarah P. Avatar
    Sarah P.

    I’m in tears for sweet Patti. I’m comforted only by knowing she’ll have all the love and care she needs and deserves as her life ends. Bless you for all you do.

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  45. Margaret Avatar
    Margaret

    I swear you can feel Patty’s sweetness thru the internet (although I’m certain all of us would MUCH prefer to hug her in person. She is such a dear one.
    Wish there were more we could do… prayers and as much comfort to you all. All your actions are made with love.

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  46. Bob Avatar
    Bob

    It is good to hear that Patty is well enough to let you have some more time with you. We have all been there and there is something comforting about having her with you and free of pain for even a few days so you can love her up and say goodbye.

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  47. Janet in Cambridge Avatar
    Janet in Cambridge

    I know you’ll take the very best care of Patti in her last days. Looking back on her past and how she came into your care, we all know she’s had the best life ever, best care, best love. She knows it, too.
    My heart is heavy for you, for it’s your burden to watch her leave. It never gets easier, but she depends on you and I know you will be there for her. She knows it, too.
    Patti, kisses on your nose.

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  48. patty c Avatar
    patty c

    My heart breaks for Steve and Alayne every time something like this occurs. I sit here crying and thanking God that there are people like them who give their love, sweat and tears to these sweet precious animals. Thank you for making their lives beautiful ones. God bless you,
    Patty C

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  49. Peggy S. Avatar
    Peggy S.

    Had the pleasure of meetng sweet Patty-cakes this summer on our visit. Always devastating news when it’s cancer. Been there, done that with our little Mille, not a happy time. Patty was so lucky to find the farm for her later years. Best to you all……

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  50. Penny Avatar
    Penny

    Hang in there Patti. Love ya! Hoping and praying for a miracle.

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