Widget with Brenda 1

This is a day that we have been dreading, and one we hoped would never come.  Long-time blog readers may remember that blind Widget had eye surgery back in 2006 because of painful glaucoma in her left eye, and that our vet, Dr. Brenda Culver, put an intraocular prosthesis inside the eyeball itself.  This kept her "natural" look and that irresistible Widget face.

Ever since, we have monitored her right eye for signs of discomfort.  In particular, we worried about the luxated lens in that eye, which had flopped into the back of the eye but so far had not caused any problems; what we always looked for was whether the lens had flipped forward and was laying against the cornea, which would cause discomfort.  But what happened instead is that the retina in that eye has now detached, causing bleeding and debris to float around inside the chamber.  The pressure in her right eye remains low, meaning glaucoma is not an issue.  Instead, the real culprit is uveitis, which can be very painful.  And it was clear she needed relief.  Given the nature of the problem, surgery was the only effective way to provide that relief.

Widget's experience is yet another example of why we so often say that blindness is only a symptom of disease, not the end stage.  Too many people think that once an animal is blind, there isn't anything else that can or needs to be done, nothing more to worry about — that a blind eye is, in effect, a "dead eye."  Nothing could be farther from the truth.  A blind eye may not be able to see, but it can feel just as much as an eye that can see — and there are few organs in our bodies more sensitive to pain than the eye.   

In these photos I took this morning Brenda is looking at Widget while vet tech Jenny holds her:

Widget with Brenda 2

We have done both enucleations (removing the eye altogether) as well as the prosthetic implants on many blind animals — Briggs and Dusty were two who had the intraocular prosthetics inserted.  Both procedures ultimately remove the pain from the underlying problem in the blind eye.  But after going through both of these procedures so many times, we have carefully weighed the pros and cons of each approach. 

We have finally come to the conclusion that enucleation is a better alternative for the animal.  The procedure is simpler, the recovery is faster, and the degree of post-operative pain is significantly less than with the intraocular prosthetic.  Most important, the post-op pain ends much sooner.  There is also less risk of post-op complications; indeed, we almost lost Widget's prosthetic implant back in 2006, though quick intervention by Brenda saved the day.

So why do the prosthetic implants at all rather than enucleation?  Honestly, the only reason people opt for the implants is so their animals can keep their natural appearance — those faces we know and love so much.  And that is why we have dreaded this day, because we knew we wouldn't put Widget through the prosthetic implant procedure again — that if her right eye became painful and required surgery, we would opt for enucleation.  That meant she would never look the same … her adorable, bug-eyed face would be changed forever.  

Widget on exam table

But that's about us, not her.  She didn't care what she looked like.  What was best for her?  What would be the least painful, fastest recovery?

I was fighting back tears in the exam room this morning when Brenda was looking at Widget's eye.  I knew what we were going to decide.  

Widget's enucleation is scheduled for tomorrow, Thursday.  Please keep our little girl in your thoughts.

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56 responses to “Widget’s Eye Surgery”

  1. Kate & Luke Avatar
    Kate & Luke

    Oh Widget. I teared up reading this. Luke and I are hoping for her speedy recovery. We’ll all love Widget even if she only has one bug eye!

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  2. Kay Stemnock Avatar
    Kay Stemnock

    Good luck tomorrow, dear Widge.

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  3. Ev Avatar
    Ev

    Best wishes for a painless recovery Sweet Widget. You are a cutie pie with or without those big eyes.
    Hugs to you and your mom and dad. I think they will need it more than you will.

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  4. Diane Bowlin Avatar
    Diane Bowlin

    Widget is in my thoughts and my prayer, and so are you guys for having to make such a hard decision. I hope all goes well tomorrow for that sweet little dog.

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  5. Cora Hellings Avatar
    Cora Hellings

    Widget will always be beautiful. Just like humans, beauty is within the heart and soul…traits that Widget definitely has…. for which she has indeed affected many in the most positive way!

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  6. Jan from Winnipeg, Manitoba Avatar
    Jan from Winnipeg, Manitoba

    Thank you, Steve, for your honesty about Widget’s surgery and your sadness. Thank you also for the reminder that our blind dogs’ eyes need regular monitoring. Our hope is that Widget’s pain will soon end and I am confident that her new look will be as endearing as her old one, just different.

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  7. Kenna Avatar
    Kenna

    Aww… I’m sorry the time has come. She’ll still have a perfectly lovely face though!! Many good thoughts and prayers for a quick, successful surgery – and even quicker recovery!!

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  8. Heidi, Emmett the Beagle, and Moxie the kitty Avatar
    Heidi, Emmett the Beagle, and Moxie the kitty

    Emmett, Moxie and I wish you a speedy recovery, Widget. I know this is hard on your Humans, its just another sign of how much you are loved. Steve: Will she be keeping the prosthetic in her left eye?

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  9. Peggy Avatar
    Peggy

    Widget will never know that her eye is missing. She’ll just know that you love her. I’m sending good thoughts her way.

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  10. Maree in NZ Avatar
    Maree in NZ

    Lots of love and light from us down under.

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  11. Jeanne Avatar
    Jeanne

    Even without her beautiful bug-eyed look, Widget will still be the adorable, bossy little Napoleon in a Beagle uniform trapped in a dachshund body. I’m sure she won’t miss a beat!

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  12. Bregda (South Africa) Avatar
    Bregda (South Africa)

    Prayers and blessings from here as well. Sounds to me like Widget is loved for her personality and heart, who she is – not necessarily her looks.. isn’t that what all girls want?
    Losing an eye won’t change who she is, in fact, getting rid of the pain might make her more spunky!!
    Good luck to all of you, stay strong. I believe it will go well.

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  13. Diane B. Avatar
    Diane B.

    Widget will still be Widget, with or without her eye. Steve and Alayne are doing the right thing; putting Widget’s comfort and well being ahead of appearance.
    Good luck Widget, a thousand prayers and good wishes are coming your way.

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  14. Shirley * James/Portland, OR Avatar

    I teared up reading this too and still have a HUGE lump in my throat. Widget will always be Widget–it is sad but you are doing what is best for her–as always! My prayers and thoughts are with her. YES, her new look will be different but as the blog reader states: “just as endearing.”

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  15. Annemarie Juhlian Avatar

    Widget – may you be bathed in enormous love, grace and healing on Thursday…you are so beautiful!

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  16. Reta Davis Avatar
    Reta Davis

    As long as Widget has those ears, she will larger-than-life beautiful.

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  17. Reta Davis Avatar
    Reta Davis

    that’s she will BE larger-than-life beautiful.

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  18. Carla Polastro-Nigro Avatar

    I quite agree with Cora: Widget will always be her beautiful and adorable self, no matter what.
    I’ll be keeping her in my thoughts and prayers today and in the coming weeks. I wish her a speedy & uneventful recovery from her surgery.
    God bless you all.

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  19. Ann Avatar
    Ann

    Sending prayers out to Widget that all will go well with her surgery. She’s still beauiful no matter what!

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  20. Lynne Parker Avatar

    Widget will look different, certainly, but she will also be relieved of pain and suffering. She will be free to continue a wonderful life filled with love and care.
    An that’s the whole point of Rolling Dog Ranch, isn’t it? My thoughts are with you all today.

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  21. Adele in the Bronx Avatar

    Someone else said, and they are right, that she will never know she doesn’t have the eye. She’ll be more comfortable. It hurts you because you see her lose something important and visible. But they’ll be laughs to have again once she recovers and is pain free. I am sorry though, and will be thinking of her and you guys today.

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  22. Adele in the Bronx Avatar

    I teared up, too, as I read it. I wasn’t exactly sure which little one has the big bug eyes. I recall the picture of her watching you eat dinner. Of course, now you know she will be focused on you with one eye and will still not miss a thing!

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  23. Linda Avatar
    Linda

    I’m so sorry to hear that Widget has been having trouble. When our golden suffered a detached retina and then painful glaucoma, my search for solutions pulled up your site and Widget’s story. It was because of Widget’s then successful experience with the prosthesis that we decided to go that route with our golden–not because of his looks but because goldens use their eyebrows to express themselves. Right or wrong, we thought the sewn-together eyelids might change his experience. Our dog has had a great experience and we thank you and Widget for that. We always knew that we would have made a different decision if it had been our other rescued dog whose experience in a shelter meant he feared hospitalization and procedures. He would have needed the simplest and fastest treatment. You always make the best decision you can for your animals, too, as you’re doing once again for Widget.

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  24. Sonja Matzkanin Avatar
    Sonja Matzkanin

    Widget will always be beautiful. Good Luck tomorrow sweet Widget

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  25. Debbie Avatar
    Debbie

    She is in the very best of hands for this procedure…and we all will be thinking and praying for a swift, uneventful recovery.

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  26. Darcie Avatar
    Darcie

    Best Wishes Widget!
    My blind mare just had her right eye enucleated due longtime uveitis that turned into bad glaucoma. She is so much brighter now that the pain is gone. I think I’ll get her an eye patch like a pirate wears and have a little fun with it!

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  27. Kathie Avatar
    Kathie

    I’ll be praying for her and the two of you. God bless you all.

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  28. gayle Avatar
    gayle

    You’ll still have that great personality!!! Good luck

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  29. Lisa K - San Diego Avatar
    Lisa K – San Diego

    So heart wrenching. You all are in my prayers. May you have peace in all of this, and may Widget have a speedy and full recovery. She’s going to be just as darling as ever! All of us out here adore her,too! God bless.

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  30. Chloe Avatar

    Widget lovie ~
    My goodness, you really cause our hearts to break open deeper and deeper don’t you? What a gift you give us.
    You and Steve and Alayne will be in out thoughts for a smooth surgery and pain free recovery.
    You are deeply loved and I know that you feel that.

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  31. Crystals Mom Avatar
    Crystals Mom

    Thanks you both for making the best choice for Widget. Here’s to an easy and speedy recovery!!!!

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  32. Linda Avatar

    Widget will be much happier after the surgery. I cried when my dog lost her eye to cancer years ago. I tried everything to postpone the surgery but finally realized there was no choice. Taking her for the surgery appointment was incredibly tough… I felt like I failed her. After the surgery, I couldn’t believe how happy she was! I never realized the pain she suffered until the pain was gone. She was like a puppy again.
    Hang in there Steve, Alayne, and Widget! I will keep her in my prayers for a successful surgery and speedy recovery.

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  33. Dawn Avatar
    Dawn

    Sometimes it is so hard to make these decisions. Widget will still be her unique self, just feeling much better. I will keep her in my thoughts, and you too, Steve and Alayne.

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  34. boundforglory Avatar
    boundforglory

    I’m sorry this is such a painful decision and painful for Widget, but as you always do..you are making the best decision for her.
    Can’t change that winning Widget personality though, thank goodness! We’re keeping Widget in our thoughts today.

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  35. Rena Avatar
    Rena

    Widget will still have the same wonderful energy and love to share. I will be thinking of her and you all today.

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  36. Lynn (in Louisiana) Avatar
    Lynn (in Louisiana)

    You said it yourself Steve, Widget doesn’t care what she looks like. But surely she cares that she is in pain. And that is about to be over thanks to her family who loves her no matter what.

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  37. Doe George Avatar
    Doe George

    I also teared up:( My thoughts & prayers are with Widget, and the two of you. May her recovery be swift and as pain free as possible. She will alway’s be sweet little Widget, who brings out the smiles!

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  38. Mary Avatar
    Mary

    I am thinking of you Widget. You are a beautiful girl and always will be no matter what happens.

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  39. Marshall Case Avatar
    Marshall Case

    God bless you guys and Widget!

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  40. Barb Ribinski Avatar
    Barb Ribinski

    The most important thing is that Widget gets well soon and with the least amount of pain adn complications. We will all love her the same and so will all her three and four legged friends at the Ranch. Her beauty comes from within and she will always be the same wonderful Widget she always was. Here’s wishing her a speedy recovery.

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  41. Kathleen Rivard Avatar
    Kathleen Rivard

    Steve and Alayne: I am constantly amazed at how brave you are by constantly putting your hearts on the line for the little ones in your care. The decisions are never easy and often second-guessed but you know it is the responsibility that comes with loving and caring for your charges. If it helps, everyones looks change over time whether two, three, or four legged. It’s called aging and in my opinion, beats the alternative. Those that love see with the eyes of love and Widget is already fixed in our mind’s eye. You all are beautiful!

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  42. Jennie Wiseman Avatar
    Jennie Wiseman

    I cried for Widget and both of you, because Joey, my beagle/doxie has those bug eyes that make me melt. But, I would not want to go through any more pain than necessary, why would I want my buddy to.
    I have you all in my prayers.

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  43. Margaret Avatar
    Margaret

    Widget, we’re with you in spirit, too, and love you for the fact that you are YOU.
    Totally understand your dilemma Steve & Alayne, but so admire your thoughtful decisions for all your animals. This is hard stuff. Never 2nd guess yourself, :). You are awesome.

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  44. Aliza Avatar
    Aliza

    Widget girl, I am sending my strongest thoughts to you for a successful surgery and a speedy recovery.
    Steve, thanks for the info. I learn so much from you guys, more than most vets! I did think that once an animal went blind the eye was dead and there was nothing more to worry about. This is such great info to know while my dogs are still young and healthy so I can prepare for the future.

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  45. John & Margaret Avatar
    John & Margaret

    Good luck Widget! Our prayers and thoughts are with you, and you Steve! You are some guy!! May Spirit be with you always.

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  46. Vicki Small Avatar

    I’m so sorry. Wishing you peace and comfort in knowing that you are doing what is best for Widget, and not what you guys would like better. Seeing her healed and pain-free will be so great, you’ll be glad you took the hard road.

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  47. Paul, Becca, Sweet Pea and Rocky Avatar
    Paul, Becca, Sweet Pea and Rocky

    Poor sweet Widget! We hope all goes well with her surgery and she makes a speedy recovery! She will always be a cutie, with our without her eyes.
    Thank you for all that you do – and for your blog posts that allow everyone to see how sweet and precious these animals are!

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  48. Beverly Avatar
    Beverly

    Dear sweet Widget… I’m keeping you in my thought and prayers sweet girl. Your blog family loves you so very much and we wish you a speedy recovery.

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  49. Alisa Avatar
    Alisa

    Not only are our thoughts with you, our prayers are too!
    Widget is beautiful inside and out – with or without eyes!

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  50. Suzanne Avatar
    Suzanne

    She will still have that sweet bossy spirit – you are doing what is best and she will be better for it. I will thinking of all of you.

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